There are some changes happening in my family.  Mainly due to some spiritual fighting my husband is doing.  That’s not really my story to tell.  But it is hard for me to watch him struggle.  Although I believe the changes in store for him will make him a better man, husband, and father.

Plus, we watched Fireproof, and he came to me and told me to get the books.  He wants to do the Love Dare with me.  I was shocked.  It’s not normally his thing.  But we are.  And there are those changes.

Plus, he’s struggling at work.  Basically, they changed the structure, and he’s expected to do two full time jobs – without overtime.  It’s not working.  We’ve talked both about how he can present the problem to his management, and also how to manage the jobs in the meantime (I administer, it’s what I do – so I’m able to help him structure things.)  But he was thisclose to quitting.  Which, of course, sent me into panic mode, because the business is not close to being self sufficient yet – not to mention health insurance, this economy for finding another job, etc.

So basically, he’s introducing changes all around.  Refining ones.  Ones that in the long run would be wonderful, and great, and fulfilling.

But oh so painful and uncomfortable to get through to the other side on.

So I’m struggling.  With my own fears and anxieties.  With how to help and support him.

It’s certainly a long road, isn’t it?