lost

The holidays are coming. Well. Here. I’m feeling a little bit lost this season. The house still has that weird packed up feeling. I’ve been sick with one thing or another for weeks it seems like now. I just don’t have the gumption for major house renovation stuff right now. I simply do not have the energy to wield a floor sander. I just don’t.

That being said, Christmas is coming. I have no idea what to get anyone. How to decorate. nothing. I just do not know. It’s making me a little bit depressed. We don’t go hog wild as far as gifts go, but I just don’t know.

My kids still love Santa. We’ve not grown out of that yet. I mean. I dunno.

I’m just glum about the whole thing. Maybe it’s just this virus that’s got a hold of me at the moment. Maybe my lack of energy is translating into a sort of slump of everything.

Don’t worry, I’ll smack myself out of it eventually.