We’re in this completely strange state of limbo.
Each day, I’m in limbo as I wait for jobs that come in through one of my clients.
My son is in limbo as we wait for his potential school tour. His being home, without his brother, who’s at school, is weird.
We’re in limbo as we send the resumes and tend to Poe’s joblessness.
We’re in limbo as we have now lost our medical insurance. We had Cobra, on the government subsidy. The nine months allowed is up, and we cannot afford $777/mo on unemployment. Thus, we wait with prayer and bated breath that no one needs emergency medical attention.
I feel like we’re in this bubble. Floating along, never landing. We just don’t know how far up we’ll be when the bubble bursts.
Ugh.
((hugs))
For whatever this is worth, and I hope it doesn’t sound too preachy or weird, this is the kind of situation that I used to think a Louise Hay quote was accurate for. It went:
“In the infinity of life, where I am, all is perfect, whole, and complete.”
The idea being that right now, this second, in this *exact* moment (sitting, typing, reading) everything was ok. Right in *this* second. In two seconds, everything could crash all around, but in THIS moment, nothing was happening, and I was ok.
Sometimes, that brought a little bit of peace. And in situations like yours above, I took any little bit I could get 😉