Confusion

So.  I am dealing with something at work.  No, I can’t talk about it – I don’t want to get fired.  Let’s just say that I’m damned if I do, damned if I don’t.  There are trust issues involved, legal issues involved.  In the end everything may be great, or I might not have a job.  I really just don’t know.  And it’s giving me a lot of anxiety.  I’m praying – and the answer I’m given is Hold.  Just hold.  So that’s what I’m doing.  I don’t need this – I’m getting put to sleep on Monday for a procedure!  Come on!  I’ve got other priorities here!  But the situation is there and not going away, and it’s making me feel like crap.