To all who celebrate the birth of the Savior…

A heartfelt Merry Christmas to you.

May the coming year be full of the Spirit,

And full of Joy and Blessings…

~Michele

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I apparently bounced my rent check. Wanna know why? I apparently bought a $600 pda, which I of course was shipping to the fucking Philippines. You know. Of course. Don’t you do that?

Jesus.

And because I moved within the last 30 days, I’ll have to go into a bank to get a new debit card, rather than them just mail it to me. You know – during my OFFICE HOURS.

So far I’ve been on the phone for 1 1/2 hours. Currently listening to bad jazz waiting for “Fraud Prevention” to get on the line. Whatever. Ugg.

I’m taking a short blogging break…

My boss is on vacation – meaning I’m covering for her.

We’re moving next week. Did you hear me? NEXTWEEKOMG

And in between the two we have to take a really inconvenient overnight to Big Bear – family obligation.

Not to mention the moving, and the lack of computer, and lack of phone line etc.

I’ll seeya on the flip side.

There are things a-changin’ around these parts.

Part one: Poe has resigned and given 2 weeks notice. New job search underway pronto. It is my opinion that he was forced out. I don’t have then energy to go into it right now, but suffice it to say that companies who don’t take family friendly needs into consideration suck.

Part two: Depression? On its way out which makes me think that it is probably seasonally related.

Part three: I’m fat. This “trying to make good choices” while not being on a formal program for Future Milfs? Yeah that’s not working so good. I’ve GAINED. And then… Jay took this picture at Baseball’s opening day (after the jump). I’m verging on obese. I know what I used to look like and that’s not it. I’m not an idiot. I know I’ve had two children in two years and I can’t really expect my body to ever go back to the way it was. But the youngest will be 5 in May. Come on. So. I’ve rejoined WW Online. I’ve also joined PUSH. So – I start counting points tomorrow. I may have to quit the paid version if the job hunt lasts more than a couple of months, but I’m going to start it anyway.

Here’s the thing. I feel like crap. I hurt. I’m tired. I’m tired of everything I hate about myself. I’m also starting a weight only related journal for just this stuff. It’s not fully functioning yet, but I’ll link here when it is. I’ll be keeping tracking things there, so I don’t talk about all that stuff so much here. More for my own purposes than anything else. We’ll see how it goes.

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