I’m truly sorry – but I just cannot keep up. So, I’m going to be cutting some of you out of my blogroll. It’s not you, it’s me. Really. Right now, I have over 4,000 unread feeds. (four THOUSAND) – how on God’s green earth did I manage this?

So, I’ll be slowly culling those that I just don’t click with.

I love blogs, bloggers, journalers, and I love having information. I hate to cut people, because I don’t want them to think that either I don’t like them, or they’re not “good enough.” It’s not that, I swear – but I cannot have that much to read. I simply can’t handle it. So. If you find yourself being cut, I apologize, but it must be done.

As always though – I’m just an email away. Use it.

No… Really!

Dear Chris,

Please don’t make public statements about you having it harder to be a woman than a woman has being a woman.

It doesn’t work that way. Don’t believe me? Let’s talk blood clots vs. razor burn. I could go on. I know that your video note says it’s a joke. I get that. You’re an entertainer. You also like controversy. I really do understand that. But a lot of us have gone through hell and back again because we were women. Things that men, including mtf postops, will never ever have to endure. And that is NOT a joke. We’re different physically. A fact. Please don’t compare.

I also know that goes both ways. I will never know what it’s like to be male (heterosexual or homosexual) – the difference is, I’m not saying it’s harder for me as woman.

There’s just no way to compare.

And? You seem to have an awful lot of anger and contempt towards the gender you emulate. That seems strange to me, going by the bulk of your videos.

Sincerely,

A woman, hopefully, on behalf of women everywhere, regardless of anything.

I’m sad I can’t go to BlogHer.

REALLY sad.

I mean – I tried. I had the money – and then Poe either had tooth issues or we had car issues, I can’t remember which. And there went the money. Then, I thought I could still go, and he quit his job. Then I thought I could still go? And then we moved.

So I’m not going. I was going to do Blogathon instead, since it was the same weekend, and then I could still do SOMETHING, but then we moved last week. Which left me totally and completely exhausted, that the thought of staying up all night, even for charity, made me faintly nauseous.

Not such a sprightly sparks anymore people.

The topper came when we had sort of a coup d’état in my guild on WoW. Which means that I was left without most of the sponsors I would have had (and was planning to have.)

Sigh.

So… This weekend will be spent unpacking. I’m nothing if not boring.

So. I figured out one of my many a problem.

Hello. I’m Sparks, and I have Nightowlism.

Are there any fellow sufferers?