as i sit

I sit here thinking. Stayawakestayawakestayawake.

One thing I noticed was a lot of blogathoners actually writing about their causes. Commendable. Understandable. And, well, logical.

I couldn’t do that. To submerge myself in the stories, and the angst, and the hurt, and the issues, and the pain. We’re blogging for charities after all. If you dig in, there’s a lot of pain to be found. Because I know me, and my mental headspace – especially in the wee wee hours of the night, for me to have done that would have been detrimental to my mental health.

Instead I’ve posted odds and ends, weirds and thoughts, randoms and cutes.

But you know what? It worked. I’m still here posting away.