So, no weight change. Which is good. But now that I’m over the flu I can try to get into this more.

I’m just not sure what to do. Right now I’m concentrating on looking at my food – portion control. But I definitely need some more structure. Back to WW? I just don’t know. But I want to be at goal weight by 4/18/08 – my 10th anniversary, we’re going to Hawaii, and I have a little over a year to do it.

So – technically I’m still alive. Taking care of Joseph led to the household coming down with a wicked strain of good old influenza.

It’s been awful and terrible and at one point I thought I might die. Probably not, but you couldn’t tell me that while I was hallucinating with an incredibly high fever.

I’m at work today – first day since last Thursday, and I’m not completely well at all, but I don’t have a fever.

So – it might be a few before I’m updating again regularly.

+1

I really need to get on an actual program. Really. This is getting ridiculous, and it’s very obvious that my “hey that looks healthy!” plan isn’t working.

Cost is the main issue, but I apparently need the handholding.

This isn’t helping my overall outlook on life. I need to do something about it.

My Future Milf weighin… Done on Monday, because I, of course, forgot to post it for three days.

-3 lbs. This is a good thing. Of course it’s over 2 weeks ’cause I completely forgot to do it the week before. I plan on doing a page for weight loss. I used to have one, before I ballooned up to this weight. But I want to do a table and all of that. Anyway – what I really need to do is figure out some kind of plan to go with, ’cause I don’t think the winging it thing I’m doing is going to work.

I’m floundering, and I’m fat. Of course, they say the first step is admitting your problem, right?

I feel sorry for you because some health entries are probably going to be rearing their heads.