But aside from that, she's still completely normal
I’m nervous. Tomorrow is Wednesday. Tomorrow I quit smoking. Making today the last day I smoke. What if I can’t do it? What if I fail again.
My Wellbutrin is causing me – at least I think it is the Wellbutrin – to not be able to go to sleep. I’m not tired. Then when I make myself, around midnight, I toss and turn and stare at the cieling. Which makes mornings OH SO WONDERFUL. I’ll try taking it an hour earlier than I have been – maybe 2.
I’ve been trying to think of how I’ll do this. First of all – sponsor me! It’s for a great cause. Anyway, I’ll be up 24 hours! I have two issues.
The first is what am I going to write about for 48 entries? I think in the wee hours of the morning I’ll have to resort quizes. And maybe pictures with the stories that went with them.
The other problem? I’m quitting smoking on Wednesday. And then on Saturday, I’ll be at the computer for 24 hours straight. Where I like to smoke. This is going to be very hard for me. I’m thinking I’ll get that ginormous tub of red vines? I don’t know. That is one portion I’m really not looking forward to.
Has anyone done Body for Life? I’ve ordered the book. I’m willing to give it a try. An honest try. But I was wondering if any of you could give me some hints/tips/insights? Use that little comment doohickey down there and let me know please.
I’ve been having those feelings again. Feelings of overwhelment (new word, like it?), panic, oppression, malcontent, sad. I hate feeling this way. I hate feeling not good enough. Feeling like a bad wife and mother. Feeling insufficient. And this weird overhanging feeling of Something Bad Is Going To Happen.
This weekend had a bit of suckage… We had to bomb the house for fleas. We’ll have to see if it will actually work. I’ll post a review of the product here, once I’m sure of the results. But it was a major pain in the ass. No one can be in the house, so all of us went to my parents. Including the cat. Oh the joy for my mom – who hates cats. Jay then took all of our clothes and bedding to the laundromat to be washed at the same time. Not to mention the covering of things, and the protection of things etc. Jay and I were terribly exhausted and went to bed early. Not too much of a surprise.
Logan has a strange rash on him.
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